How is it that life seems to just sweep by under your feet,leaving you question and wonder what if? I've come across many people that start talking about the old times, the good old days...but what about now? I've spent many days wondering and asking myself the what if questions, what if I'd stayed in college, what if I stayed with so and so....what if? I guess we can go on and on about the could of should of questions, but why is it so hard to forgot. What will it take for us(people) to do or have in life to leave those questions behind us.
Today I'm a mother (which i never thought i would be), a wife (a bigger surprise to myself), never wanted or desired to be either but they make me happy. I live comfortably, I have many things I desire to have, my family is great (most of the time), my job is very flexible so it gives me time to do the things I need to do for my family. But even though I feel content about my life most of the time there are honestly days I wanna run away and leave my life. or something happens I become overwhelmed and I start thinking should I be here right now, what if ?
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